As I have stated before, I am a recovering addict (sinner) and wanting, even needing to be in control was a pretty normal way of life. I took my controlling nature right into my Christian life. I studied hard in Bible College. I would commit 4 hours of study, to a single subject, every day, so I could be one of the best in the class. I graduated with honors, a 3.76 GPA and I was awarded “Who’s Who in American Colleges and Universities.”
But in my zeal to be a great Christian, I missed something huge. It wasn’t until the bottom fell out of my life from the consequences of an addiction, that I thought I could control, and by default I learned how little control I really have or that I should really even strive for.
After beginning recovery (repentance for my addiction), I began to learn about the great adventure of following God as opposed to taking the lead ...